djfgsgjkf it is only just past 10am, and I hate today. Once AGAIN (how many times in a row is this? way too many), I spent most of the night doing the thing where you drop off, then wake up going, "OH GOD, I'VE OVERSLEPT, WHAT TIME IS IT - oh, it's only been twenty minutes." And then the panic takes about ten or fifteen minutes to wear off until you can drop off again. And then wake up again. And then I actually did oversleep.

And then there was NO NOTICE on my local bus stop informing me of a change in route, so in my exhausted haze I stumbled onto my usual bus, completely failing to hear the driver's monotonous, been-saying-this-for-hours announcement that said bus was only going to [stop halfway to my destination]. And THEN when I got off, I didn't have change to hop on the next three buses that instantly whizzed past, so I had to go and get money out of an ATM and buy caffeine just so I could get INTO the library a little over an hour after I'd meant to be there, in order to waste more time wandering around trying to find an available desk with a power socket and to locate the books I need.

(Though perhaps the universe was feeling a smidge guilty, because I did, in fact, manage to locate all the books I need.)

Anyway, the reason I am not really around recently and not really updating is that... this is pretty much my life right now.

Brb failing my exams.