Au contraire, I admire your courage. Also, I am something of a fandom commitmentphobe, and I adore the Aubreyad so ridiculously that it scares me. I WISH I KNEW HOW TO QUIT YOU, O'BRIAN. I think if I apped anyone from it, I might never love again. D:

(Also also: huge canon. Huge. That is the sort of thing that makes the RPer in me scream and run away.)