Away from the internets, I've been trying to articulate this post coherently in my head for a better part of a day. The easy part: sorry to anyone who might have been confused by the sudden disappearance! Which I can sum up for anyone avoiding the tl;dr explanation below by saying that... well, I was having a FUCK EVERYTHING couple of days, and Needed Some Time. And to everyone whose emails I found waiting for me only a short time ago: I can't even put into words how much they mean to me (and I'm fairly sure nobody wants a video of me starting to cry every time I look at my inbox). Thank you. Sincerely.

So, what happened? Well, to paraphrase Mika: listening too hard to anonymice, ( oh, that's gonna get you down. )

And since it's on theme, I'm going to take this opportunity to say: seriously. If you don't like me? Get the fuck off my LJ, basically, because as you can see, I've got those bases covered just fine all by myself.

So. It all got A Bit Much, and I made things go away for a bit. I'm a bit shaky, still, and not sure I'm back-back yet. But we'll see.